them

So we celebrate their remembrance, since we got sad when they left, we cried, we got depressed over their lost souls, we mourn their deaths,, yet when they were alive, we cared less, we were apart of their pain, we used to kill them everyday with our attitude towards their differences, we used to pin their esteem down, we made their lives death, like a halt to our peace,

Perhaps our hate, showed them the love we had and as they kept struggling to know us more, we pushed them away, so they saw hope in the afterlife, they felt that our guilt could give them joy, they opted to getting high, getting drunk, overdosing just to feel the peace of mind and when their pains got unbearable they gave up, they could have opted to be psychopaths and perhaps kill us or torture us to show them love but they chose otherwise,they gave up.

Addictions, depressions, health issues, accidents that kill the young aged, the ultimatum to our childhood friends and families, our sad episodes, some of us started drinking, smoking just to forget them but the elderly say death is inevitable and this kills our hopes, we miss them everyday, we hope to see them again and we envy that it was their end and not ours, we all want them back,so as we remember them, let's not forget the circle of our friends, let's us still love the ones we still have.